Tweets 17

Zsadist: *waking after sleeping, after @Payne_Untied let me take your vein. I come to, finding you are still on top of me. I let my hands roam over your body. my hands resting on your hips. I look down and see your eyes looking back at me.* Hey Princess. *already feeling all the pain has left my body and I am almost healed.*

Payne: *feeling your hands on me sends shock waves through my body, taking your face in my hands, I kiss you softly* How do you feel? Do you need anything?

Zsadist: *I shake my head slightly, and bring my lips to yours, kissing you lightly at first. The kiss progressing as I feel already hardened length pressing into you.*

Payne: *smirking against your lips as our kiss deepens. my entire body is reacting to it, as if it is the first time we have kissed - my heart racing, my limbs feeling numb, my skin on fire. Allowing myself to get lost in feeling you, I am overwhelmed with the emotion.*

Zsadist: *I move your hips and slowly ease myself into you, feeling intense emotion pool to the surface. our connection causing electrical sparks arch between us. I am lost in the kiss and the movement our bodies are generating.*

Payne: *moving in unison with you, feeling the atmosphere in the room even changing, getting caught in the whirlwind of passion between us, I moan into your mouth, allowing my body to express what I am unable.*

Zsadist: *keeping the rhythm between us, my bonding scent immediately filling the room. My hands roaming your body, feeling all your soft perfect skin.*

Payne: *running my hands over your skull trimmed hair as every part of us is connected, smelling the sweetness that is your bonding scent permeate me, I am overcome and all of emotions are released in an explosion around you. Moaning deeply as my body shudders*

Zsadist: *wrapping my arms around you, keeping you as close to me as possible. I feel and smell your release and I am pushed over the edge, claiming you with my bonding scent, and me filling you internally. my body humming at the connection we have.*

Payne: *feeling safe and protected in your arms, content and happy in knowing I am yours and you are mine, my heart continues to pound in my chest and I murmur into your lips what my heart is saying* I love you.

Zsadist: *kissing you briefly, then pulling away, looking into your eyes as I whisper quietly.* I love you. And I am sorry for our fight. I know we are over it, but I just wanted to make sure you knew. I'm sorry. *kissing you deeply.*

Payne: *kissing you back, then pulling away* I'm sorry too. *wrapping one arm around your neck, stroking your cheek with the other hand*

Zsadist: *kissing you again as I wrap the cover over you to keep you warm.* I am glad we got that over with. *slowly rotating my shoulder as I feel pain slowly growing.*

Payne: *cocking an eyebrow at you as I am not sure the discussion is over, nevertheless, putting it aside as I see you wince slightly* Are you alright? *my voice slightly panicked as there is a knock on the door. Before I can respond, the door swings open. Pulling the cover to my chin, my eyes widen at brother mine storming into the room* Vishous? What the .....

Zsadist: *pulling the cover of you more and lifting my leg to help block the view of you more. My eyes turning black as V walks in, thinking he got a view of you that wasn't allowed.* Get the Fuck out V. *V stammers and apologizes then walks out the door as quick as he walked in. I look down at you and seeing that not much of you was seen.* Sorry about that too.

Payne: *getting dressed quickly & walking out the side door into Tohr's office, wanting to be nearby but not wanting to be in the room as Brother Mine @LoverUntied and @Z_Untied talk*

Vishous: *knocking this time on the door to the PT suite, wanting to check @Z_Untied 's injuries and get some questions answered, holding back my anger and going into nurse V mode* ( @Z_Untied )

Zsadist: *hearing the knock I call out* Come in. *seeing V enter I make sure I'm covered as I sit up, still feeling the tightness in my shoulder. I rotate it slightly and watch you walk in.* Whats doin?

Vishous: *walking in, I smell your bonding scent & I hold back a growl, seeing you adjusting your shoulder, I walk to the side of your bed to check the bandage* How are you feeling? Have you fed?

Zsadist: *holding back a smirk as I think about feeding from @Payne_Untied* Yeah. I feel a ton better after that. So much better that I would like to go home today. *looking at you as you poke at me, not wanting to get into a deep conversation but knowing I can't stop it.*

Vishous: *watching your reactions as I check you over* I don't see why not. You are healing well. You need to rest though. Wrath has given you a couple of days off, to be sure you are 100%. *stepping back from you, crossing my arms over my chest* Now, you want to explain to me what the fuck you have doin' with sister mine? *unable to stop the low growl in my chest*

Zsadist: *breathing in deeply as I lower my head* Its... we live together. It’s been going on for a couple months now. We both knew we needed to tell you, but it isn't something you can discuss over First Meal. *rubbing my hand over my head nervously* You are her Ghardian, I should have asked you. I know I fucked up. *breathing in deeply as I raise my eyes to yours while squaring my shoulders* Which is why I want to offer you a Rythe. *watching you as you stand with your arms crossed. Waiting to see what you say.*

Vishous: A couple of months? *thinking back to some of our conversations, scrubbing my goatee* Is she why you were asking me about pyrocants? And bonding with pyrocants? Do you think @Payne_Untied is your pyrocant? *I begin pacing the floor, eyeing you carefully*

Zsadist: *mentally cursing as I just gave away that piece of information.* Uh, *not sure how to take it other then just telling the truth*. Yeah. I think @Payne_Untied is my pyrocant. and she thinks the same about me. *rubbing my hand over my head again* even though we have no idea what we are doing. We are just taking it one day at a time.

Vishous: *coming to the end of the bed, placing my hands on it, getting eye level with you* You have bonded with her....do you....love her?

Zsadist: *replying without even thinking* Yes. *then thinking for a moment, and trying to get your reaction* We are close... I am... we are... *clenching my jaw* Yes. I love her. *know sure how else to say it.* I never bonded with Bella. With @Payne_Untied it just happened. It couldn't have been stopped.

Vishous: *my eyes flash with anger, another growl leaving my chest, I begin pacing the floor again, trying to wrap my head around this....relationship. scrubbing my goatee again* It's obvious she feels the same, she never left your side. Wrath would come in, she didn't care. - She wouldn't eat. I think I only saw her drift off to sleep once. *rubbing my hand over my head* Z, we both know you have....issues. Of course, I am concerned for @Payne_Untied 's safety. But I also know she can take care of herself. She seems.....happy. *shrugging my shoulders and taking a deep breath* I suppose that is all I truly want for her. *stopping the pacing, I stand next to you, stern face* Your offer a rythe is unnecessary. You fucking hurt her though and you will dig your own grave, true?

Zsadist: *nodding as my body relaxes* Thank you. And I won't hurt her. *thinking about the last time we were at the penthouse, and playroom, I make a mental note that it will never happen again.* So, I'm good to go home as long as I take it easy for a few days?

Vishous: *taking a deep breath and putting out my fist to you, to signify we're cool* Yeah, you can go. Let me know if you have any problems or any pain. And check in with either me or Doc Jane before your next rotation.

Zsadist: *hitting my fist to yours as I wave you out* Get out. I have to get into some real clothes. Vishous: *turning toward the door, taking out a hand rolled* Take care of her Brother. *walking out of the suite, lighting up and heading to the Pit for a bottle, not just a shot, a bottle of Goose.*

Zsadist: *standing up in the PT suite, stretching. Laying still for 2 days has caused my muscles to stiffen up. I know I need to get to the gym and loosen them back up after I spend the night in my own bed, with @Payne_Untied laying next to me. I start thinking about Phury and Rhage and of course Butch as they all came to see me and make jokes about my bum shoulder. I twist and turn as I work my torso muscles. I then think about all V said and how I answered his questions so easily. but one question still is left to be answered. what happens when a pyrocant mates. And how am I not running through the halls to be next to @Payne_Untied. its been hours since I have seen her and a whole night before then. I walk over to the chair that has all my clothes on them, slowly pulling my pants on as my mind keeps racing.*

Payne: *coming through the door, I see @Z_Untied standing & getting dressed. Running over to him, concerned* Z, what are you doing? Let me help you.

Zsadist: *smelling and hearing you as you walk in. my body stiffens again, but not only in my shoulders and legs.* I am just getting dressed. I am a big boy now. I can get dressed on my own. *turning to you and smirking at your expression* V gave me the green light. I can go home.

Payne: *smirking at you, then smiling wide* Well, that's good news! I know you will be glad to sleep in your bed *winking, then gazing downward* Anything else Brother Mine have to say?

Zsadist: *knowing that I should keep the specifics out of this.* Just basic stuff. about my recovery. He knows about us and he will be okay with it over time. *knowing not to get into the whole 'hurt her, I’ll kill you' bit.*

Payne: *smirking, knowing you are not telling me the whole story, eyeing your bloodied clothes still in the corner* Let's leave those and get you home.*gingerly placing my arms around you* Let me dematerialize home and get the car to pick you up.

Zsadist: *smirking down at you* nope. I can dematerialize. I am good enough for that. *thinking about swatting your ass but deciding against it since the last time I was around your ass, you safe worded. And I haven't seen what it looks like. I curse myself, and hope that I didn't leave a scar.* I will race ya. *getting a head start as you stand there, I run out the door in just my cutoff jeans, toward the back door, stepping outside so I can dematerialize.*

Payne: *running & calling after you, concerned* Zsadist!! *stepping outside not far behind you & dematerializing back to the penthouse*

Tweets 16

Zsadist:  *I dematerialize to the compound, going to may old room that has been cleaned but overall not touched. Letting my hand roam over the clothes that Fritz left behind on purpose. I put on a pair of leathers, a white under shirt and a black trench coat. I walk over to the spare weapons that I kept here for emergencies. 2 SIGs, 3 Daggers, and 10 throwing stars. Throwing stars aren't my specialty but I put them in my holster just in case. I put the daggers in place, and look over the SIGs. they have been sitting and I saw the beginning of rust but I put them in their holster then walked out of the room, down to the main foyer and met up with V and Butch. I climbed into the Escalade as they started talking about something Rhage did the other day. My mind wasn't in their conversation. It was only on @Payne_Untied and how I walked out without saying I'm sorry. I tried to push the memories of the fight and the time in the playroom. I shook my head, trying to clear it. We pulled up to the first location to collect the jars from the ones we killed the last night. We were sure it would be a slow night because they would all be in hiding so collecting Jars is the job for tonight. The first few locations went smoothly. V and Butch wouldn't shut their damn mouth, but that was fine with me. After two more locations I realized that if we all went in SWAT style we wouldn't get to all the locations* Let me get this next one. Keep the car running. I don't want to be here all night. *I wanted to get back to @Payne_Untied. I jumped out of the car before V and Butch could cause a big fit about it. I walked in, clear, grabbed the jar and went back to the car.* See, piece of cake. You two nancies can sit here and talk about the view or some shit. *we went to 3 more locations and all were the same. Dead. On the next location it was a warehouse.I knew it was going to be quick, I jumped out as V started yelling about backup. I waved him off and crept up the side, taking it slow. My mind on @Payne_Untied but I didn't hear any noise, so I snuck into the door. It was black except for a light behind a door. I shrugged it off as someone just leaving the light on. Then I walk up and open it. I instantly see 8-10 Lessers sitting around, having some kind of conference. My mind goes into overdrive asking myself why I didn't smell them until I saw them. They all saw me and stood, pulling out their guns. I crouch down, pulling out my throwing stars and cutting a few in the face and neck. I reach for my gun as I step back out of the door way, pressing myself up against the wall, I aim, waiting for some lessers to come charging out of the room. I was right. They start shooting before they even see me. I catch a few in the stomach and chest but it doesn't slow the shower of bullets that I try to crawl away from. It isn't until I reach down to re-load that I see the blood. Then the pain starts to register. I sit on the floor feeling my shoulder screaming in pain, as well as my calf and a slight burning pain in my left torso. I look and see V and Butch coming in, guns blazing. I push back and lean against the wall as V and Butch take care of the remaining lessers. I start to feel my vision blur and I get dizzy. I shrug my jacket ripping a sleeve off to tie it around my shoulder, but it is almost impossible. After a few minutes of trying Butch walks up asking how many lessers there were.* 8 or 9. I don't... *my thoughts getting blurry* think there... 10. *I know I was fading, so I dig for my phone out of my pocket, handing it to Butch.* Call P... *I see the phone took a bullet for me. I smirk slightly as I feel the pain decreasing and my eyes growing heavy.* Fuckin’ phone. *then I fall into the black void*.

Payne:  *starting the tub, thinking the water would soothe the ache and sting in my back, I slip into it, careful not to look at myself in the mirror. Mentally and physically exhausted, I must have fallen asleep as I wake to cold water in the tub and the shutters going down for the day. I quickly get out of the tub, throw on a robe and begin searching the house for @Z_Untied. Racing from room to room I realize he didn't come home. Where could he be? Did he stay at the compound? I text and call his cell phone countless times with no response. Is he with Bella? I can't help but wonder, but I know he wouldn't do that. What if...what if he got hurt hunting? I can't do anything as I am trapped in the penthouse by the damn sun. My heart is racing, tears start to form. I try to force myself to remain calm, but I can't relax, or even eat. I am panicked and stuck. There is nothing I can do but watch the minutes slowly pass on the clock. I go into the playroom and see my collar still on the table. I wince at the thought of how things were left between us. If something happened to him, I would not be able to forgive myself. I put the collar around my neck, needing to feel it around me, reminding me that I am his. The shutters begin to go up and I immediately dematerialize to the compound. Outside Wrath's office, I knock and enter before he even finishes with the 'come in'. I am frantic as I ask Wrath where @Z_Untied is. Wrath tells me to calm down; that Vishous and Jane are taking care of him and the other Brothers are with them. He tells me to just chill until Z wakes up. Murmuring a fuck that, I channel Z's blood and know he is close.I take off for the PT suite, racing down the stairs, taking 2-3 at a time,hearing Wrath call my name, his shitkickers pounding behind me.I see Butch & Rhage in the hallway looking solemn; Phury pacing so much he's wearing out the floor.Wrath's footsteps stop behind me and he says my name. I put up a hand to stop him. Opening the door to the suite, I gasp. Z laying on the gurney as white as the sheet covering him from the waist down. His neck & shoulder are bandaged. Jane & V are there but I am unable to acknowledge them.*

Vishous:  *sitting next to a lifeless @Z_Untied I hear Wrath calling out @Payne_Untied name. Wondering what you is doing here. I hear you walk in and I am instantly assaulted with the smell of Z's bonding scent. My head snaps up* What. The. Fuck! *I stand and come toward @Payne_Untied anger boiling under the surface.*

Payne:  *not acknowledging Brother mine, I walk to Z's side, brushing back my tears. I stroke his head and lay a kiss on his forehead.*

Vishous:  *seeing you kiss Z I instantly start growling* PAYNE! What are you... doing? *unable to contain my anger, I see Wrath enter.*

Payne:  *I can hear you but it's like only Z and I are in the room. My lips notice how cold he is & I turn to grab a blanket from the table behind me.Seeing Z's clothes, bloodied on the floor, I wrap the blanket around him and look at Jane.*

Vishous:  *I see you covering Z.* Will someone please tell me what the fuck is going on? *Jane walks up to me as Wrath holds the door open. Jane tells me to talk this breakdown outside. My hands are shaking in rage reluctantly walk out of the PT suite. As I walk out the door Wrath grabs me and tells me to get a hold of myself.*

Payne:  *Jane lays a hand on my shoulder and explains but all I register is: Z is unconscious, he was shot, lost a lot of blood, will need to feed when he wakes. Murmuring a thank you, she leaves us. As she opens the door to leave, I hear commotion in the hallway.*

Vishous:  *Wrath tells me to calm down the minute the door closes.* You want me to calm down? Who was going to tell me about this fling they are having? Why the hell am I the only one that seems to be worried about this? This Is Fucking Z! Not the damn tooth fairy. *I start pacing as Wrath tries to calm me. It isn't until I have Jane in my arms do I realize that all the questions can be answered later.*

Payne:  *Stroking @Z_Untied's head, his face, I pull up a chair & take his hand in mine; whisper to him in the old language: Бях толкова притеснен (I was so worried) Аз съм толкова съжалявам (I am so sorry) Моля, върнете се към мен (Please come back to me) Не мога да живея без теб (I can't live without you) Аз те обичам (I Love you).  Praying to the Scribe Virgin, I lay my head on his chest, clutching his hand, running my thumb over his knuckles. I must have fallen asleep because I dreamed of Mahmen telling me all is as it should be. I am startled awake by a squeeze of my hand, I look up and see @Z_Untied's beautiful yellow eyes. I gingerly get on the table and take your face in my hands. As you wipe away my tears, I kiss you tenderly.* Аз те обичам, Zsadist, Аз те обичам. *smiling as I kiss you again, relieved you are here and with me and going to be okay, I turn my head* You need to feed, get your full strength back to get healed. Take my vein, Zsadist. *leaning my neck closer to your mouth so you don't have to strain*

Zsadist:  *swiping your tears away and kissing you. Not feeling the pain because the healing is already started. I look deep in your eyes, letting my fingers of my other hand trail down your face to your collar, knowing we are better now.* Аз те обичам, Payne. *bringing your face back to mine.*

Tweets 15

Payne:  *waking up to the faint smell of baby powder in the room, I gather up your clothes from last night to take to the laundry. The clothes are stained with black gook & are dirty and smelly. No wonder he went right to bed when he came in, I think to myself. He clearly had a busy, exhausting night. I was a bit disappointed, wanting to talk & give him some attention, but it had to wait. After the laundry, I went to the kitchen to make him some food, knowing he will be famished when he wakes.*

Zsadist:  *waking up, feeling better then I did the last night. feeling around in the bed for Payne and only feeling cold sheets. I roll over and crawl out of bed. walking into the bathroom, I get changed and splash water on my face. my muscles still tense from last nights fight. I walk out to the kitchen area and see you going through the fridge. I instantly remember how you looked last night, kicking myself for being too tired to give you the attention you needed. I make a mental note to fix that problem today.

Payne: Morning babe. Rough night last night, huh? *throwing some eggs in the frying pan, bacon in another, toast in the toaster and cutting an apple, looking at how exhausted you are* Are you hungry? You should eat and then go rest some more. *smiling, but concerned*

Zsadist:  *nodding as I take a seat at the breakfast bar* We found the training facility. Which is good news but we didn't get them all, but there were about 35-40 of them, so we made an impact. We just have alot of work ahead of us. *nodding at you* I am starving *walking over to you and taking a slice of apple from the cutting board* How was your night?

Payne:  *trying to hold back my delight, I turn and check on the eggs and bacon* I went to the mansion and met with Wrath. *pulling out the toast, I put some on a plate and hand it to you, grinning* He explained that things were picking up with the Lessening Society.

Zsadist: *nodding as I take another piece of apple* well that's an understatement. From what we found last night, the 30 we killed will only leave a dent after what we think is going on. *leaning against the counter and thinking* Why would wrath tell you about the Lessers *not knowing why Wrath would worry Payne with such news.*

Payne:  *getting the eggs and bacon together* He was explaining you will need to be on rotation more; I asked him to explain. And after some negotiation *taking a deep breath* we agreed I would rotate in as well *quickly turning back to the stove, turning off the burners.*

Zsadist:  *my whole body freezing as I heard you say the words* you what? *not sure I heard you right. I sit back in the chair,crossing *my arms over my chest, staring you down.* Please tell me I misheard you.

Payne:  *turning back to you, thankful the breakfast bar is between us as I notice your eyes beginning to turn darker yellow* He wants me to do some more training, but he knows I am capable of joining the war. And it sounds like our race needs the help. *letting it all out in- -one breath, I am forced to take in some much needed air.*

Zsadist:  *unable to contain myself I have to stand up. I start pacing the kitchen like a caged Lion. Not sure what to say or do. but *knowing something has to be said.* You mean to tell me you are going to go out there and get killed. *shaking my head at the thought of *you even being within feet of a letter, let alone in actual combat with them.* No. No. I won't let you.

Payne:  *seeing your eyes darken even more, but unable to stop my reaction, my voice rising* EXCUSE ME? You won't LET me? I have warrior blood inside me too Zsadist. You expect me to just sit around here as your little submissive, waiting for your collar when you get home? *yelling* FUCK. THAT!

Zsadist:  *pacing more, practically stomping at this point.* Fuck that? Fuck your bloodline. you aren't ready. You are a fucking female for crying out loud. *rubbing my hand over my head* Jesus Christ, you don't even know the first thing about killing a lesser. And you don't want to be my submissive, that's fine. just say it. you don't need to be going out, acting like you are a bad ass.

Payne:  *standing tall, crossing my arms over my chest, trying to physically hold myself together as his words sting. Feeling tears form, I swallow hard, pushing them away, lowering my voice a bit* Like I said, Wrath wants me to log a bit more training. Me being a female has nothing to fucking do with it. You sparred with me in the beginning...I don't act bad ass, I am. *my eyes fall to the floor, my voice much lower now* and if you don't...want....me as your submissive, then *taking a deep breath*....then I won't be.

Zsadist:  *growling to myself I push my hand over my head again* No. I want you. I have always wanted you. *shaking my head and walking *up to you* since I know you will be spending more time training... come with me to the playroom. *knowing I need to find a way to get *you in the playroom, that is where I can show you how I really feel.* Please.

Payne:  *unable to look up at you or respond because of the lump in my throat, still holding myself together, literally, I nod and make my way to the playroom, keeping my eyes locked on the floor*

Zsadist:  *taking your hand and leading you up the stairs to the playroom. opening the door and kicking it closed with my foot as I leave you in the middle of the room, taking out your collar and putting it around your neck.* You are mine. My Submissive. No one else's *I take your hand place you on the table in the purple room.* Lay on your stomach. *watching you obey as I then strap your arms & legs down*

Payne:  *responding with a Yes, Sir, as you place my collar on, I look up to your eyes and notice they are now black. I obey, getting on the table, wincing slightly at the tightness of the straps around my arms and legs*

Zsadist:  *pulling out a flogger out of the chest at the bottom of the bed. It is beginners flogger. I let the strands move over your back, then quickly flicking my wrist, so the flogger strands come down, snapping against your skin.*

Payne:  *my back concaves against the whip of the flogger, I let out a quiet wince, tears forming in the corners of my eyes, swallowing hard to keep them from spilling over*

Zsadist:  *moving the flogger down your back to your ass and thighs. Then I lift my hand this time and snap the flogger down to area where your ass meets your legs. Watching your reaction.* then moving the flogger to the back of your legs. snapping it harder this time, not even hold back. giving you the full force of the flogger.*

Payne:  *letting out a yelp, the sting intense, biting my lip hard to stop from crying out, the tears spilling over*

Zsadist:  *flicking the flogger across your skin lightly as I move a hand to your hair, grabbing it and pulling it back.* You like it rough don't you. *pulling your hair back further, wanting to see inside of your eyes.*

Payne:  *tears spill over again, running down my cheek. the stinging on my back and legs too much and now my head, knowing you are angry, your eyes so black, I look directly at you* Red.

Zsadist:  *shocked and upset I quickly let go of your hair and start undoing your restraints. my anger still at the surface, but also mixing with fear at the thought that I hurt you.*

Payne:  *pulling my hands to my face, unable to look at you. I unclasp the collar while getting off the table. I lay the collar on the table and run out of the room, to our bathroom, locking the door behind me, sobbing uncontrollably.*

Zsadist: *watching you leave, looking at your collar sitting on the table. I can't take it anymore. I walk down stairs and dematerialize to the compound. knowing I still have my backup weapons and everything there to change into hunting gear. I wouldn't even be able to face @Payne_Untied after that.

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Payne: *knocking on the door to Wrath's office, anxious to see my old friend*

Wrath: *hearing you knock, I call you to come in. putting my papers down and taking off my wrap arounds, and rubbing my eyes. smelling your scent, also picking up on the bonding scent. Z's bonding scent. It is everywhere, and I shake my head at the thought of what V would think if he smelled @Payne_Untied right now.*

Payne: *bowing slightly* My Lord. *putting out my fist for the fist bump that is customary between us* Good to see you my friend.

Wrath: *bumping fists with you as I signal you to sit.* I am glad you find time in your busy schedule to see me. *leaning back in my chair as I put my shitkickers up on my desk.* How have things been going?

Payne: *sitting back in the chair across from the King's desk, seeing him relax, I relax as I can no longer hide my wide smile* Things are great. really great. how have things been around here?

Wrath: *nodding as I can smell your contentment.* Its been fine. Everyone is actually missing Z, which I never thought would happen but they are. *thinking about the lessers and how they are starting to expand their numbers. I start rubbing my head* Z will be busy for the next few weeks. We need him on rotation more then ever.

Payne: *leaning forward in my chair, placing my hands on my knees* Why Wrath? What's going on?

Wrath: *keeping my laid back stance, not wanting to worry you.* We have reason to believe that they had a mass initiation. So there are new lessers out there, and new lessers are dangerous. So, we just need the brothers to combine forces and get them taken care of. Its nothing to worry about.

Payne: *concerned but nods in understanding* Wrath, let me get out there and fight too. If you need help, you know I am capable.

Wrath: *shaking my head instantly, knowing I am your Ghardian, and that would go against the need to protect you.* I don't think I can allow that. I know you are capable, but I am your Ghardian. That would go against my job of protecting you.

Payne: *standing up, pacing around the room, trying to remain calm, taking a deep breath, my voice slightly raised* Is this because I am female? I have been training, you know I am ready for this. I can protect myself. And I will be with the Brothers.If there has been a mass initiation, our race needs all the help it can get to combat these fuckers. *taking another deep breath*

Wrath: *thinking about all the hours you have put into the training center.* Yes, you have been working hard. But the brothers can't be holding your hand out there. You need more sparing. You need to put a few more hours in before I can agree to this. Also, you and Z can't be out at the same time. Ever. that would be too much of a emotional distraction.

Payne: *huffing slightly* I don't need any hand holding, but fine, I will spar a bit more, hit the gun range again.*thinking about being on rotation differently from Z would allow for less time together. I shake my head at the thought. This is about saving our race* I agree about Z and I being on rotation together. It wouldn't be good for anyone. *taking another deep breath* I can do this Wrath.

Wrath: *seeing your reluctance with the mention of being away from Z, on different rotations.* Have you told V yet?

Payne: *surprised at your question, I stammer* Um, no....not yet. Why do you ask? Did V say something?

Wrath: *shaking my head* He hasn't said anything yet, but the way he was looking at you on New Years. He knows somethings up. You need to tell him. If you don't, you can't go on rotation. *rubbing my head* Those are the stipulations. More training, more gun practice, and telling V. Agreed?

Payne: *running my hand through my hair, then rubbing my temples and sighing deeply. Reluctantly* agreed.

Wrath: *smirking at you slightly* okay then. Deal. Now, about this new place of yours. It is fully secure? state of the art security system? Steel shutters? Everything?

Payne: *smirks then chuckles* Wrath, I live with Z remember? He has the place hooked up with everything *thinking about the playroom* and I mean everything. *smiles* We will have everyone over.............eventually.

Wrath: *nodding* I bet leelan would love that. She has been asking about you. *shaking my head* anyway, I have reports to get to. *nodding toward the door.* I hope to see you in the training center soon.

Payne: *nodding* I will visit with her soon. I miss her as well. *making my way to the door and turning to you* Thanks Wrath.*bowing as I step out of the office and dematerialize back to the penthouse.* Now, how to tell Z ?

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Payne: *walking into the closet, trying to chose something to wear, I mutter to myself* What do I wear to have a sit down with the King of our race? *pacing around the room hearing you come in behind me, I turn around and take in your beautifully sculpted naked body*

Zsadist: *having just stepped out of the shower I see you standing there, staring at the closet* The clothes are not going to jump out and cover you, all by themselves. *smirking down at you as I reach around and grab a pair of leathers.*

Payne: *grabbing the leathers from your hand, twirling them up and swatting them at your thigh, smirking at you*

Zsadist: *watching your eyes as you swat at me. I grab the leathers, but miss them as they hit me lightly. I growl and instantly grab you into my hands, pushing you into the closet and against the closet wall.* You are treading on dangerous ground Princess. *kissing you briefly and rough then looking into your eyes again.* Get downstairs to the playroom. Now.

Payne: *feeling the intensity in your eyes and your kiss, I smirk* Yes sir *then take off practically running to the playroom, anxious and craving*

Zsadist: *letting you get a head start I then start toward the playroom. I see you standing in the purple room, but I walk to the red room and open the door.* Here. *internally smirking at the thought of controlling you.*

Payne: *biting my lip, entering the room, remembering the last time we were in here, my heart's pace begins to quicken with anticipation*

Zsadist: *I leave her in the red room as I walk to the purple room and take the collar off the table, taking to the red room and placing it on your neck.* You are my submissive now. You give your full trust in me, you have nothing to fear. *I signal to the cross in the middle of the room.* Stand in front of it. hold your hands up to the restraints.

Payne: *looking around the room, wondering what we will do today, feeling the collar on my neck and hearing your words, I immediately drop my gaze, murmur a 'Yes Sir' and head to the cross and lift my arms so my hands are near the restraints. My pulse quickens even more*

Zsadist: *my eyes watch her move and I walk to her, carefully strapping her arms up on the cross. I let my hands move down her arms, soft and gentle as I try and calm her.* You remember the safe words?

Payne: *feeling your touch, I let out a deep breath, feeling comforted, but not having been given permission to speak I simply nod.*

Zsadist: *smirking as I take my hands down your body. not wanting to do too much the first day I touch and caress. Slowly moving my hands to your stomach and lower to your center, slowly slipping a hand in between your legs. Touching your already wetness.*

Payne: *your touch sends my nerve endings into overdrive, feeling your hand right where I want it, I keep my response to a quiet moan*

Zsadist: *touching you, caressing you, wanting to bring you to ecstasy from my hand. I slip a finger into your core, moving it in and out of you.* I will let you come as you please. *watching your every move.*

Payne: *watching the intensity in your eyes, I lick my lips, feeling you move in and out of me I remain still but need more friction between us. I close my eyes to concentrate on the feeling, imagining its your engorged cock inside me, the wetness increasing*

Zsadist: *I move my fingers, angling my fingers to hit your G-spot, while letting my thumb come down to your clit as I start rubbing you, knowing it could help you reach orgasm.*

Payne: *my head falls back as I moan softly at the increased pressure and deepness, feeling so good, my hips automatically respond and move with your hand, trying to give you what you want but my body craving with the need and want for more*

Zsadist: *I try and deepen the penetration, and increase the speed, but I don't want my thumb to move from your clit, so I increase the speed of my fingers inside of your core as I push against your G-spot more. *

Payne: *my body writhes against the wood as your fingers plunge into me and the increased tension sends a wave of urgency through me, my core needing to release, my muscles tighten hard around you as I lift my head to look into your eyes, signaling to you my readiness as I bite my bottom lip hard to keep from groaning aloud.*

Zsadist: *feeling you clench around me I smile as I let you ride out your orgasm. Slowing the intensity as I start to remove my hand from your core.* You please me so. *I lean to your forehead and kiss you lightly.* I will make you take care of myself later. I am already late for rotation. *unbuckling the restraints, letting your hands free.*

Payne: *feeling relaxed, but saddened you are going on rotation, rubbing my hands together, my eyes fall to the floor, wanting to give you a proper goodbye, but still in my collar* Thank you Sir.

Zsadist: *I take off your collar and place it in my pocket.* You please me so. *I kiss your mouth, holding back because I have just calmed down enough to go out on rotation.* There will be more of that later. *I smirk at you and head out of the playroom to get ready for rotation.*

Payne: *following you to the bedroom, wrapping my arms around you and kissing you quickly* Please be careful. I will see you later. *getting dressed in nice jeans, a shirt and boots - trying to keep it casual but nice - putting on the bracelet Z gave me for Christmas keeps him with me. I dematerialize to the Brotherhood compound to meet with Wrath.*

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Payne:  *kissing you briefly on the cheek* See you later babe.*dematerializing from the penthouse over to the Brotherhood compound for the New Year's Eve party, I am a bit nervous; hoping we can pull this off. Yet anxious to see everyone again. Entering the grand foyer, I see the doggen running around like crazy, the Brothers and their shellans and the trainees. Music was playing in the background as the beer and champagne flowed freely.*

Zsadist:  *dematerializing to the compound a few minutes after you. Walking inside and putting my jacket on the rack at the door. I nod my hellos to the brothers I see and pick up a beer and start downing it. I am not a drinker but I think this night will require me to be a little calmer then usual.*

Payne: *having taken a glass of champagne from Fritz & saying my hellos to the King and Queen, Vishous and Jane get into a conversation about how things were going for me outside the compound. I blush as V picks up my hand to expose http://twitpic.com/3mqsq2 on my wrist.* 'Nice bling Sister Mine' he says. Jane of course wants all the details as I explain it was a Christmas present. When V growls, Jane & I quickly change topics. My line of sight followed the delicious smell of my pyrocant and I couldn't help but look him up and down and lick my lips.*

Zsadist: *moving through the people wearing http://twitpic.com/3msgof I see Bella and Phury talking. I know its been a while since I have even seen my twin, but he is talking to Bella. I turn the other way but she sees me. She runs after me. Reluctantly I turn back, she starts rambling on and on about how great I look. She talks about how great it is to live in the Mansion, I nod and start scanning the crowd for my pyrocant. The only one that means anything to me anymore. I faintly smell her, but I still can't see her. I feel Bella's hand on my arm and I try to brush her off but she steps closer to me. 'You know I have really missed you Z.' That was when I knew it was time to move on.* I have to go find someone. *I walk past her and through the trainees and other Shellans, still looking for @Payne_Untied.*

Payne: *walking through the crowd, looking for something to nibble on, wearing http://twitpic.com/3mqf4e and http://twitpic.com/3mqg3b brushing by you, feeling the heat pass between us, looking down as I cross the room.*

Zsadist:  *heading to the middle of the main foyer, I see you walking to me. I can't take my eyes off the curve of your hips and the sway of your walk. Images of us tangled together in bed cross my mind. I stop and let my eyes follow you, making sure to not move my head. Trying to keep any kind of attention off of our exchange. I follow you to the buffet table.*

Payne: *feeling you behind me has my entire body responding. I reach for a plate to fill it with the appetizers laid out on the table, not realizing I was shaking until I see the plate in my hand. Glancing up at you under my lashes, my breath hitches as you are so close, close enough to touch.*

Zsadist:  *I move next to you, taking a apple that Fritz had placed at the end of the table. I lean down slightly, whispering so only you can hear me* You look amazing. *knowing if I am not careful I will be pulling you into a closet and taking advantage of the skirt*

Payne:  *smiling at you and whispering back* there is nothing on this table more edible than you. *licking my lips then grabbing a few morsels and walking away from you, making my way across the room. I see Wrath and Beth to one side and he is eyeing me intently, I simply nod and he nods in response. I position myself so I can see you and you see me, without too much attention.*

Zsadist:  *growling slightly as you walk away from me. I see V and Butch walking up to me. I take a few bits of my apple as they ask me how I have been, and what I have been doing.* I have been taking some time off. Relaxing. *V eyes me and Butch punches me in the arm. Butch asks what her name is, I shrug it off and pick up another apple.* I don't kiss and tell. *That was a good enough answer for them, they walk off as I lean against the table and keep an eye on my female. Looking at the clock, knowing it is getting close to midnight.*

Payne: *seeing you look at me, I lazily, seductively, run my fingers and hand around my neck. I stare intently into your eyes, our gaze broken by someone stepping into our site-line. It's Bella and I can't help but let out a low growl.*

Zsadist:  *watching you move your finger, I imagine what you feel like, I grow hard. When my view is blocked I try to move around to get a better view. Still unable I look at the obstruction, it’s Bella. Damn it, she is always in my way. I see her moving toward me, and I grab another beer and walk in the opposite direction. Maybe she will get the hint if I keep walking away. Walking around the main group of people. Moving behind you, letting my hand train across your shoulders, making sure no one saw.* At midnight, you will meet me in the closet, under the main stairs. *I walk away to the middle of the crowd to say Hi to Phury, not that he is alone.*

Payne:  *gasping at the electricity in your touch against my skin, I smile softly and nod and glance to the clock and see that I only have to wait 3 more minutes. I noticed the shellans were finding their mates, everyone pairing off as they began the countdown. I began wandering around to be sure no one was watching and ducked into the closet*

Zsadist:   *walking to the utility closet and hoping that no one saw me. I wait for a few moments then I see you sneaking in. I close the door behind you, then roughly push you up against the wall, lowing my head to your neck. I take in your scent. The power you have over me, is undeniable. I kiss your neck as I feel my fangs throbbing slightly* you are so mine.

Payne:  *moaning against you, throwing my arms around your neck, burying my face, growling as my fangs begin to elongate* yours *hearing the hollers and "Happy New Years" exclamations outside, I cup your face and bring your mouth roughly to mine, thrusting my tongue in, groaning as my tongue feels your fangs and your body pressed against mine*

Zsadist:  *positioning a leg in between yours as I push my knee into you. I dominate your mouth with mine. moving my tongue into your mouth, moaning into you as I feel you squirming around me. I press my knee into you further.*

Payne: *grinding my core into your knee, growling into your mouth with need, moving my hand down your chest and palming your erection*

Zsadist:  *moving my hand down your body to your thigh, pushing my hand under your skirt and feeling... nothing. I break the kiss while looking into your eyes as my fingers move across your bare skin. Growling* You are going to be punished for this one. *taking your mouth again as I brush my fingers against your wet core.*

Payne: Happy New Year *I mutter before my moan gets stifled by your mouth. Moving my hips to your fingers while hardening my grip on your cock, moaning around your tongue, then tilting my head back* Z, take me home. Now.

Zsadist: *breathing heavily as I look into your eyes. Home is exactly where I need to be. I step back to the door and step outside. adjusting myself so my rock hard cock isn't too noticeable. I turn back to you* I will meet you there. Make sure to say bye to a few people, so it isn't too weird that you just walked out. *I walk back to the crowd, waving bye to a few people, knowing that most of the people here are already drunk, they barely notice I am gone. I take my jacket and step out of the main door and dematerialize back to the penthouse, and directly into our bedroom.*

Payne:  *walking around the room, saying my goodbyes and Happy New Years, hugging Jane and kissing V on the cheek. I walk over to the King and Queen and put out my fist for Wrath, as was customary between us. He bumped them then leaned in to my ear 'we need to meet. tomorrow or next day.' I nodded in response and said goodbye. walking out the door, I quickly dematerialized back to the penthouse bedroom, kicking off my shoes as soon as I got there. Seeing you, I stalk over to you, and begin unbuttoning and unzipping your pants as I kiss your mouth with fervor.*

Zsadist:  *taking off my jacket as I let you push my pants down. I kiss you mouth briefly then break away. I lean my head down to the top of your dress. My fangs elongate fully and I hook one fang into the material and cut it. then I take my hands and pull the front of your dress apart. Needing you naked as soon as possible. I move my head, smelling and seeing your pulsating vein I move my mouth to yours. knowing there will be plenty of time for blood. Naked is the first step on the agenda.*

Payne: *groaning at the feel of you exposing me, craving taking over as I quickly pull the hem of your shirt up and begin to walk backward to the bed, pulling you with me. Lust rearing to the surface as my fangs elongate even more as I watch your naked form move with me*

Zsadist:  *wrapping my arms around you as I push you up to the middle of the bed. I sit on my knees in between your legs, letting my eyes move over you. I pull at the opening of my shirt and yank it apart, watching as the buttons start flying off. The need to be inside of you is too much for me to wait. I pull the shirt off and loom over you.*

Payne: *seeing the need in your eyes, knowing mine is just as strong, I lace my fingers behind your head and pull you to me* Mine *wrapping my legs around you, digging my heels into the back of your thighs*

Zsadist:  *inserting myself into you, I can't take it anymore. I move in you slowly. My fangs throb and my mouth goes dry. I see your vein and I lower my head to your neck. Pushing your head to the side, I take your vein, piercing and bringing in your blood. Groaning as I feel you satisfy my need. I move my rock hard length into you, slowly at first, then increasing the speed as I take more of your blood into me.*

Payne: Oh yes Z! *rocking my hips, increasing their speed as you increase, clawing at your back, wrapping my legs tighter to bring you deeper, moaning loudly as you pull on my vein*

Zsadist:  *taking a few more pulls then closing the wound, I lift my head and pound into you harder now. I wrap my arms around you and roll us over so you are on top.* Take from me. *grabbing your hips and grinding you against me*

Payne:  *my fangs elongate fully as I look in your eyes then go to your vein, puncturing and sucking with vigor, grinding my core deep into you, running my hands over your skull-trimmed hair, pulling your blood in my mouth, moving my hips to increase the friction.*

Zsadist:  *feeling you move around me and taking my blood into you. I growl and feel my bonding scent start to be released. It is more concentrated then I had experienced before. I keep your hips moving against me as I smell the room filling with my scent.*

Payne: *taking the last pulls then licking the wound closed, pushing myself up to drive you deeper into me, moving against you harder smelling the delicious scent filling the room, raking my fingers over your chest, looking deep into your eyes as I ride you* Z...oh shit Z

Zsadist:  *leaning my head back as I watch you hips move up and down me. I feel my length shaking and I get close to the edge. Needing release.*

Payne: *my muscles tighten and clench around you as I come hard, screaming out at the overwhelming feeling as I release around you.*

Zsadist:  *clenching my jaw as I release into you. Wrapping my arms around you, pulling your chest to mine as I let my breath calm. Enjoying the feel of you above me.*

Payne: *collapsing on top of you, tucking my head to your chest, breathing deep as we drift to sleep in each other's arms, that scent lingering in the room*